Just a glimpse...

Our family already feels like five.  Drew and Kate dream and speak about their little sister as much as we do.  It's hard to describe, and it's very hard not to spend all waking moments in an anxious panic.  There is a day-by-day, moment-by-moment, God-fearing dependence we are walking in. 
We talk about our little girl.  We plan for her.  We worry about her. 
We pray for her.

Just a glimpse... one day, we will know more.  We dream about the day when we will see a picture, see her name.  It's almost more than a heart can stand.

This flower represents that glimpse.  It's a small tangible beauty that is the only image we can cling to for now.  It sits in the middle of our home, and it stirs our hearts every time we see it.